Thursday, September 25, 2008

Yes, I opened Pandora's Box

Welcome Friends,



Did you know that it's Mercury Retrograde at the moment, stay tuned and I'll explain?



So sometimes we have to open Pandora's Box in order to better understand and change our perspectives in regards to the way things are, were, and are becoming.

Enjoy...

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Dear Alaina,

I have to apologize to you and your mother. I am sorry and I would like to let you know that I understand now how much you and Victoria meant to me. Thank you for maintaining integrity of Self and of Love as it was years ago when we were once Friends/Lovers.

I remember great journeys and quest amongst the ghosts of Carlsbad and the rolling hills of Vista. Thank you for introducing me to an opening. I am free now due to both you and Victoria.

It is Mercury retrograde at the time I am writing this. Maybe like a message in a bottle this will reach you somehow. I would like to be your friend, and for what it's worth I would like to extend and invitation to you to collect on any promises that I made that when unfulfilled. For example, I am older and my perspective has changed enough...(due to the tortures gifted to me through The Yoga Room and Robert)...enough to ask you to take a trip to the snowy Sierra's with me...again.

Do you remember we wanted to go to Yosemite during the snow? We'll I am older and much less afraid...so let's do that...if anything I owe it to you.

Much as changed, and it was not until I completely moved through my lessons with Robert that I was able, about two months later, to see very clearly what I wanted and what things I destroyed on my path to the creation of certain ambitions.

I am not speaking to you as a different person, but simply more aware. So don't think that I have changed, I still have my ambitions. Just the other day, I received my Ordination from ULC, and I looked at the document with shock only to release that I am very much like your mother. I would like to make peace with her, she deserves it, you deserve it, Ramon and your Father deserve it.

I am a business owner now and I have been ever since I left you. I was ashamed of the situation and my lack of attention to you, and corrupt with the Yoga Room. Leah was the one along with the Sweat Lodge who allowed me to leave...and boy did they chase me and slander my name in Encinitas.

I am a teacher of Yoga and metaphysics, and I actually teach in Encinitas at Yoga Swami. I would like to meet with you sometime...like old times and maybe take a walk on the beach. I also direct a Church of Western Mysticism of which I founded.

I miss the kids...those stinky ferrets. I know you can't tell but I am smiling now. We had some great moments with the Ferrets.

Thank you.

I would like to let the universe take this message and my intention out into the world with all the strength and energy of Love, and manifest a will and a way to let us be friends again.

For your attention and reading this far, I am Greatful.

Sincerely,
Trevor Ryan Hughes
AKA Trevar

PS: My family says "Hello."